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writers block - he who fucks nuns will later join the church

lolita le lizarde
Date: 2007-05-13 14:31
Subject: writers block
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Location:CT, sadly
Music:camper van beethoven
addicted to vegetable chips... got a prom dress beautimous belleesque... i can describe my CT family in 6 adjectives, and the h. experience not-as-in hendrix: cold, slow, boring, rich, racist, and... i had a sixth in my mind that was perfect earlier, I can't remember It... writer's block turns into a laughable-sneerable nothing dribble that some people like to randomly rearrange into short lines and pretend go, 'look! it's poetry!' only I write in full length lines and acknowledge its lazy crap w/ no subconscious support. I wonder if my friends haven't been deluding me. maybe i actually am a feminist and or not an idiot i dont know what i'm saying pardon me.

I wish I was in Philadelphia. I hate stupid CT full of dark blue monogrammed sweater-wearing fat old guys w/ tall white socks and weirdly muscular calves and women who wear ugly pale yellow sweaters of Newport, I hate the dull vaguely sexist family structures, I hate feeling cold in a skirt no one appreciates and me feeling dumb about wearing it when it is a really good reflection of myself.
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User: alsinglacier
Date: 2007-05-18 04:05 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
You are a good human. Strong and smart. You will get to a place of safeness. Trust yourself, think of understanding and humbleness. Remember love of life and of those around you.

Fortune cookie?
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