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lolita le lizarde
Date: 2007-07-02 17:18
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ahgakfdakloiueiom i'm stressed out b/c i don't know where my iPod is and i really really effing suck at driving AHHHH WHY AM I SO STUPID
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lolita le lizarde
Date: 2007-06-15 01:28
Subject: Arrivederci agli Stati Uniti, a tutto...
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Location:MA, annoioso
It's morning in Italy... it's 7:28 am. There's a 6 hour time difference.

I'm not there yet. Right now I'm in my room at home in Massachusetts. Tomorrow morning I'm going to Mark's in GB with my mom and aunt and her boyfriend. We're all cramming with our luggage into Mark's car and driving to JFK airport in New York. We're getting up around 8 to be into the car by 9 am. We'll get to Mark's around 10, spend a few hours driving to NY. Our flight leaves at 5 pm, I believe, so we'll have a few hours to wait at the airport.

Once we board, we'll fly into Dublin - I've heard that's a 5 or 6 hour flight, and I have no idea what time zones we'll traverse. I was never good at math. From Dublin, our 2nd and last leg - into Rome. Into Italy. I think my mom said we'd get there about 11 am their time, somehow, but we'll all be on 5 am time with our biological clocks. Doesn't matter - some gelato and the rest ought to rouse us right out of it.

The 2 guys have been before. Us 3 women never have.

I'm going... to Italy!
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lolita le lizarde
Date: 2007-06-10 15:26
Subject: newsflash! haha
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Wowww I haven't written on this in like 25,000'000 years since the Prtoazoic period or something.

Well, at this point I am finally and totally done with high school - prom, graduation, exams, everything is done. I'm so happy! I couldn't care less that school is over. I won't miss it at all. I'm just overwhelmed by me going to Philadelphia.

In the meantime, I've discovered Gary Numan and Basement Jaxx. Samantha came over today. We sooo youtubed the Borat/Will Ferrell kiss. Hottest thing ever, hahaha. She had Indian food for the first time. Ahh I love Indian food. I got Jalfrezi curry at India House a few days ago w/ Lur & Caitlin.

In other exciting news, my dad's gf got hit by a car on her bike this morning and went to the hospital. She's okay, but she broke her collarbone so now she's like, totally incapacitated. Thaaat kind of sucks.

And, I'm going to Italy this Friday! We'll be gone from the 15th to the 24th or something. It's 9 or 10 days. We're staying in someone's apartment in Florence aka Firenze. haha. I have to brush up on my Italian, like, look at my textbook, b/c I forgot a lot of it.

Two things tomorrow: 1. unfortunately, I have my 1st driving. Finally! I know it has to get done with someday, but I think I'm a bad driver and I'm really afraid I'm gonna do something drastically wrong and get into like, a car accident or something, and I hate that people are sitting in the back 'observing' me. Ughhh. 2. on a funner (sic) note, my mother and I will be going to the H&M at the mall to get some nice clothes for Italy. I don't know what she has in mind. She's sure to be annoyingly stressed, but I love shopping anyway. I have to look good for the Italian boys! hahaha. I wish. Well, maybe. We'll see.

Also, I went to Borders yesterday with my father and I got this book called This Book Will Save Your Life by A.M. Homes. I read the first 35 pages or so in a really sleepy haze last night and I really liked it. I'm a bookworm now, since it's summer and I have time + the awareness that I ought to read more than my amazing record of about 7 or 8 books per year. I'm also reading Jane Eyre, and a big fat thing called The Filmmakers Handbook, which my dad got me for X-mas... So far all I know are film formats and aspect ratios. And I don't even know them that well.

And also I've been really into old foreign movies again... I'm in La Dolce Vita withdrawal, and even though I highly disliked The 400 Blows, I want to see Jules et Jim anyway.

Oh, and speaking of movies, I'm almost done w/ my current (3rd) screenplay... I only have like, 5 or 10 pages left, probably closer to 5. I like the ending, but it still needs a LOT of revision, way more than the 1st 2. I liked the 1st 2 still better, though, I don't know. The zombies hold a special place in my heart :) And so does the one about New York City... this one is so-so. Maybe I can elevate it somewhat. So, I don't know what I'll be doing for my 4th one... I have the sketch for an old novel kind of started, but I don't think I'll use that. I don't really feel passion for it. Ah, whatever. We'll see.
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Date: 2007-05-29 13:55
Subject: prom
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Music:would be not one of us
I'm going to Prom tonight!!
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lolita le lizarde
Date: 2007-05-13 14:31
Subject: writers block
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Location:CT, sadly
Music:camper van beethoven
addicted to vegetable chips... got a prom dress beautimous belleesque... i can describe my CT family in 6 adjectives, and the h. experience not-as-in hendrix: cold, slow, boring, rich, racist, and... i had a sixth in my mind that was perfect earlier, I can't remember It... writer's block turns into a laughable-sneerable nothing dribble that some people like to randomly rearrange into short lines and pretend go, 'look! it's poetry!' only I write in full length lines and acknowledge its lazy crap w/ no subconscious support. I wonder if my friends haven't been deluding me. maybe i actually am a feminist and or not an idiot i dont know what i'm saying pardon me.

I wish I was in Philadelphia. I hate stupid CT full of dark blue monogrammed sweater-wearing fat old guys w/ tall white socks and weirdly muscular calves and women who wear ugly pale yellow sweaters of Newport, I hate the dull vaguely sexist family structures, I hate feeling cold in a skirt no one appreciates and me feeling dumb about wearing it when it is a really good reflection of myself.
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lolita le lizarde
Date: 2007-05-08 20:55
Subject: tues night of hell-week
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Music:death or glory s.i.m.h. the clash <3
I wrote 999999 outlines today! 9!
Tomorrow I have to write 3 more and then that's IT. Also tomorrow I have my Italian exam. (Anche domani ho un'esame d'italiano.) at 7 pm.
This week is such shit but after this, NOTHING. I'LL BE FREEEEEEEEEE hoo-hah.

Also... Napoleon Bonaparte is really really super hot. hahahahah. too much Euro XP

And I have a really sore throat. argh.
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Date: 2007-05-07 19:35
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Location:camera di letto
O-M-G I have soooooo much effing work to dooo. aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I've written 12 outlines and have to write 12 more... between now and Weds night I have to be ready for my Italian final exam... by tomorrow I have to be ready to take a test about the Cold War and the stupid Bosnian War that I hate and that is extremely confusing and boring... and tomorrow I have to waste my time distributing silly bags so stupid rich hippies can give food to stupid hobos in orange bags and I've already done all my community service, so I don't actually need to do any more! Yet I am obliged to distribute these orange bags. Poof, two hours of life! I HATE BOSNIAN WAR STUFF AND COLD WAR STUFF E NON VOGLIO FARE IL MIO ITALIANO PERCHÉ L'ESAME NON É IMPORTANTE ADESSO PERCHÉ ALL'IMPROVVISO HO TROPPO DELLA STORIA ARGHHHH, UFFA! NON VEDO L'ORA DI FARE NIENTE, NIENTE, NIENTE. QUANDO SARÒ LIBERA?
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lolita le lizarde
Date: 2007-05-01 20:08
Subject: hectic schedule
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Music:oingo boingo
OMG, sudden bombardment w/ sooo much work... what's today, tuesday...
weds (tomorrow): ITL quiz on 13-15
thurs: senior skip day?; NHS dessert dinner thing 7-9 immediately after work
fri: the oral part of ITL final exam
mon-thurs: the other part of the ITL exam; makeup Cold War test & learn new terms
thurs: AP Eng test
fri: AP Euro test
sometime after that: AP Euro final exam


It's not that horrible... well... haha. Once Italian is over... I have to watch Umberto D. tonight but I'm so Italianed-out. I have to call Ernie. I have to deposit my checks. I have to work on Saturday. I have to... well, I guess that's it.
Actually, I kind of thrive on this stuff. I like being busy b/c I can't waste time that way. Inside the funnel, it's okay, but standing at the threshold of this massive homework mountain is a bit intimidating. To just get into it....

In other news... any other news? No, I don't think so. Oh, except that Samantha and I are going to go see Morrissey @ the Pines in July! Woooo! (hopefully :P)
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lolita le lizarde
Date: 2007-04-29 00:20
Subject: ...also in italian!
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I'm basically writing on this because I'm procrastinating against brushing my teeth just because I'm tired and I feel comfy sitting here. Isn't that sad? Today I went for a drive w/ my father to terrible radio, saw Blades Of Glory, visited my grandparents, played Scrabble w/ my father also b/c I'm a party monster-donster. Yes. Tomorrow I'm hanging out w/ Samanthaaa! Boo to the yah. Ahhh it feels good to be able to type w/o a shitty broken keyboard, but at least I'll be leaving this place w/ a replacement. I really want to finish my current screenplay - not b/c I'm in love w/ it, or even particularly like it, but just b/c I'm a strictly one-at-a-time kind of gal - gal - and I have a good motivator to finish in wanting to get back to horror for my 4th. I don't have a goal number for before I reach Drexel, waiting in the wings just in case, but it'd be cool to have 3, even 4 wholly under my belt like the little codependent sluts they are for Me the Writer Awesome God-agh, James Hetfield style. I was reading a draft of the script for Freddy vs. Jason b/c I am a perennial slasher groupie, but it was absolute crap, good god. I saw Schindler's List the other day as I mentioned to Nicole. Um... I only have 4 more Italian classes left. The AP exams are May 12th or something, actual last day of school is May 23rd, prom is the 29th and finally at long effing last graduation is June 1st. Sooo close now. I have Can't Hardly Wait by The Replacements stuck in my head. I like Camper van Beethoven lately. I want to listen to Lou Reed & Bjork & Gary Numan to see if I like them more than a bit. I had a dream about exploding and dying French people last night. Very sad. Good thing Napoleon or Robespierre wasn't there b/c that would suck. I think Euro has given me more appreciation of Connecticut's many historical looking buildings. Tonight at a red light I was staring in absolute stupid admiration of the perfect lighting and paint on a white federal/colonial 1800s-y church. I have to watch Umberto D. by wednesday. Let's see me speak in Italian.

NOW IN ITALIAN (partially)

Sto scrivendo sul questo perche sono... lavarsi i denti pure perche sono stancha e mi sento bene si sta sedendo qui (?). Non e triste? Oggi sono andata per un viaggio con mio padre con la musica molto cattiva, ho visto... ho visitato i miei nonni... Domani... si sente bene per posso... senza che... ma almeno questo paese partiro con... davvero voglio finire il mio... non perche lo amo... ma puro perche sono... uno-a-un-tempo ragazza... e ho un buon... per finire in sta volendo? ritornare a... per il mio quarto... non ho... un numero per prima di andare a l'universita di Drexel, sta aspettando?... ma sara bene per avere tre, oppure quattro sotto il mio/la mia...? ...Leggevo... gli esami AP sono il dodici maggio... il fino giorno della scuole e il ventitre maggio... e il ventinove e... mi laureo il primo giugno. Molto vicino adesso. Mi piace CvB... voglio ascoltare a... per videre se gli mi piacciono piu di un po'. Ieri sera ho avuto un sogno di... molto triste. e bene che Napoleon o Robespierre non qui sia stato perche quello... penso che euro mi fosse dato piu... i palazzi. Stasera alla chiesa bianca e rossa... il Novecento... Devo guardare Umberto D. per mercoledi...
Mi vediamo parlo nel'italiano!

ah! ha ha
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lolita le lizarde
Date: 2007-04-16 23:02
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